Cos (you want me to)

If you want me to
If you want me to
its always the same answer
Your actions dont add up to the way
you say you feel about me

 Do I feel better cos i spent the day alone?
Without you?
Cos you let me down & i feel stronger
having bailed myself out
& realising i dont need you to be there
that we can be casual & i dont need
 to expect from you what you can not
 offer

Is it just laziness
Or insecurity? that you really arent
sure if i wanted to see you surely if you were sure of your own
feelings that would override any
insecurity. I think it's just laziness
lack of concern, convenience.
I'm ok with that actually.
Stop pretending we're something we're
not.