Micko

You have a strong belief in the pain. I think it's what you learn in the pain that makes you good.
 If you can have awareness you can be good.

 You can be in pain and still suck ;)x

Cos (you want me to)

If you want me to
If you want me to
its always the same answer
Your actions dont add up to the way
you say you feel about me

 Do I feel better cos i spent the day alone?
Without you?
Cos you let me down & i feel stronger
having bailed myself out
& realising i dont need you to be there
that we can be casual & i dont need
 to expect from you what you can not
 offer

Is it just laziness
Or insecurity? that you really arent
sure if i wanted to see you surely if you were sure of your own
feelings that would override any
insecurity. I think it's just laziness
lack of concern, convenience.
I'm ok with that actually.
Stop pretending we're something we're
not.

Vic

You created this life and I can not imagine a harder thing than to have lost it, especially in this way.
 The emptiness you feel is massive and will remain for some time. But not forever.
Your life is still here and now. Tho his is gone, the memories never will be.
And any time you need to feel him close, just talk to him in your mind and you will hear his answers. The bond you have will never be broken. And he left 3 amazing boys to honour his memory. An amazing thing.
 Life is vast. This pain may be everything right now. But it will pass, because everything in life surely does. Love x x x x x x x x