Some days, for whatever reason, you lack drive and self belief. Something is seeping out of you, and you are the only one around to remind yourself to stitch it back up.
Today I had such a day, but I've a broken needle, and ran out of thread.
So it was a much greater surprise when a stranger (you know who you are if you're reading this) extended their gratitude to me, in such a way that I was made to feel intelligible, blessed, and truly replenished in my self belief.
What an amazing feeling.
I'd like to say-to that stranger, (to please mind my grammer as I have no editor) that as soon as that happened, I felt like you were handing my belief right back to me. Like "Here, get on, this is your calling." like I had been begging the universe to confirm to me. And I felt in no way weird about it.
I knew you as soon as I saw you in the room, and our conversation proved my intuition valid. It's a one off. You recognise something, and you let it be known. I absolutely hold on to that.
I want you to know that my doubts were prompted by others, and not for a second my own. I apologise for making you think I had doubt. I never did. You wanted me to run with it, and I would have. You said ..for whatever.. but you and I both know that I am here to make music. And that is exactly what I will do.
Thank You.
x
Judy Fights Back
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