I picked myself some wild flowers x

There are some things that make us feel more alive. Closer to god. We cling to these things. Some of us are used to pain, others, pleasure. Whatever it is we crave it, when it's not there. We seek for things to bring out our passion-life, love, death, destruction, orgasm, speaking to angels, spiritual bliss.
We also seek numbness.

Feelings can be so raw, and without proper avenues, expression is void. Useless. We are talking to the deaf. Therefore we seek the numbness to prevent the feeling of helplessness. How vulnerable we truly are.

It's all about the cups eh...

"On a divinatory level, the Ace of Cups heralds an outpouring of feeling, although this feeling has not yet differentiated and emerges as raw, vital and often overwhelming. The potential is implied of a relationship, although often this has not yet been manifested. The individual is ready to embark on the journey of love."

For clarity on that see my earlier post! Psychic eh..

The 4 of cups says "...they are whispering to her that the bridegroom must be a dreadful monster; otherwise why would he conceal himself from the light of the sun and visit her only at night? On her face Psyche wears a look of discontent.." (psyche....as in psychic...)

By the way no one visits me in the night...only certain people I read about...and my dreams ;)

RahRah-OohLaLa

Average Monday night..find an empty stage set up in the middle of a field, get your mate to film you go for it. (With a cameo from passing cars)

Inspire

When will I sleep? How come the first "cool" day coming in weeks has kept me awake at night feeling the heat? My mind is so full of things...things that are not of this world. Things that didn't happen to me during the day. And though I am not dreaming, I can not shake this feeling. Like something is about to happen. Like something is happening, a relationship, that provokes, astounds, inspires. A vivid, striking, life changing, earth shattering, relationship, but there's nobody here.

So, my first blog... A lot on my mind right now, but nothing I can really share. Here's a picture instead :P

A few months back I attempted to write for someone else, but being edited makes me sound-not myself, so I decided to start this page in an attempt to get my thoughts out there-out my head...it helps.